I Cracked...



I am sad to report that I didn't make it until Sunday to test...I cracked on Saturday morning and got a BFN that needless to say, put me into a brief emotional meltdown. I did however stay true to the rest of the rules ( limited googling). I know, I know, it hasn't been long at all and the stress and upset is making it harder and blah blah...easy for people to say that aren't going through it. It actually made me feel a bit better to allow myself to be upset about it. Now I know I could still be in the running...it's not over yet but I do feel discouraged for this month.

I've been following Kate on http://thisplaceisnowahome.wordpress.com/  I love her writing style and things she chooses to write about..even though most of it doesn't apply to me yet because she is currently a mom but I've read most of her previous posts when she was trying to conceive and they give me encouragement. I read something on a old post she wrote before she got her BFP and it was something about being PUPO ( Pregnant Until Proven Otherwise) hehe...I love it! That's my new status. PUPO...bring it on!

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